It's been one of those days

to live to laugh to love, the three most "basic" if you will, perceptions on life that we all want to have. Yet only few people seem to achieve it. If we only took a look inside of our lives and truly opened our eyes, we could see, we have achieved all three a long time ago. We always do the same things that make us happy yet no one seems to truly be happy, we love someone or ourselves unconditionally, yet seem distraught by a simple mistake. We as humans, instead of looking for things we already own, should search for the things that we cant find. humility, faithfulness, or even higher intelligence. these are things, we should strive to achieve, ideas and philosophies we cant find in ourselves, should be the first priority to achieve. 

As i wake up, to a splitting headache, I realized life truly is, "not that great". Every time i push myself, I fall, and once I stand back up, I run into the wall. Why oh why must life be hard.  I don't see the purpose in most cliche things, roses for valentines, or candles for birthdays, why oh why do we even celebrate? Maybe it's the gift of life we all try to share, the smiles and expressions floating around the air. Maybe, it's the dream of prosperity, or knowing that someone, truly cares. This may be for most, but not for me, I do not believe in prosperity. We are all doomed to our own fate, 6 feet under we count our mistakes. "We shall rise from the earth and play a holy tune", only believed by the chimps and baboons. Perhaps I'm wrong but I haven't been proven that yet, or maybe I have and I can't grasp it. I'm probably wrong I typically am, Its just one of those days I guess, where I just don't understand James Talley

Ever had one of those days? The day that seems to never end? I sure have; it feels like nothing worse could possibly happen to me. I woke up to fire alarms from the fire truck, while it was raining. I got dressed in my brand new pair of Levi jeans......which just ripped down the back seem. I went to my first class of the day, just to find out its been moved to another room, now I'm late. Can I possibly catch a break? The following class starts, with a presentation due, a forced group project I seen through. I begin to speak and point at slides, my fellow group members caught by surprise, I forgot my part at home one cries, me too, my grade just died. No more class, going home see, my beautiful puppy on my carpet, just peed. If you ever had a rough day, please dont delay, comment and respond in your best way. stay safe, please pray James Talley